How many times have I ruined my name
Put my whole f*cking life to shame
Everybody knows I'm stupid and I don't know what to do
I'm f*cking up my life
Started with my dui
All I do is make mistakes and I can't ever back them up
I'm a sloppy alcoholic
I can't drink in moderation
All I do is loose control and say n' do these stupid things
It's a seven day week vacation
In Californiacation
That's why I'm wasting my time writing down this f*cking song
I keep burning bridges down
I keep burning bridges down
I'm ashamed of what I've done
Melancholy bought my gun
Every time I'm doing good I always seem to f*ck it up
Why can't I gain control
Get back up on my feet
I used to stand so tall but now I'm buried in the ground
Everybody laughs at me
What's this kid really trying to be
I say I'm this and that but in reality I'm not
I'm fighting with my friend
About these stupid trends
I'm almost kicked out cause I'm struggling with my f*cking rent