Starve my body, the only person I don't care about is me
Why am I so lonely, when I had you, I thought I had you
Let me make my mistakes again
Go back to my old ways again
Throw myself off the rails again
Here I go, here I go
I'm just drunk on something I can't see
Lost on the person that I wanna be but I cant be
So find me sailing while I am failing this
Guilt my conscience, the only person I can't please is me
Why am I so crazy, when I had this, I thought I had this
Let me make my mistakes again
Go back to my old ways again
Throw myself off the rails again
Here I go, here I go
I'm just drunk on something I can't see
Lost on the person that I wanna be but I cant be
So find me sailing while I am failing this