Trials and Era Video (MV)

I gotta love myself before i can love you feels like the only time i feel are the times when i touch you
I know that time is a virtue i know one day it'll be too late cause your love has a curfew
Until i fix some inner issues girl i don't deserve you. I got commitment issues
There some things i went through. Suppressed emotions i forget about when i am with you
You can look me in the eyes and tell that something changed me
I feel you better off with someone else someone who ain't me
Maybe he'll make you happy give you something that i couldn't
I have tendencies of messing up with beautiful women
Who support the music who is all about the movement
I guess me speaking on these things shows a little improvement
A good girl ain't hard to find to me it's hard to keep
Time is taking its time to heal me and the pain is deep
These stumbling blocks turn into stones that i got to step on
Sleeping with you wasn't the only time you got slept on
I admire your strength cause you was hurt but you kept goin
I have a heart but the outside of it was made from Teflon
Yes lawd i know i messed a couple blessings up
Sadly I'm prepared for Karma catching up
When you break a woman's heart sorry ain't enough
When you break a man's heart he has to be tough
He has to man up no he can't even cry
That stigma made me bottle up everything that's inside
I feel like Killmongers father see no tears from my eyes
I know that one day that i gotta put this pride aside
This f*ckboy tendency is going to be the end of me
I hate its awkward now when we in the same vicinity
Damn i should've told you how i felt and what you meant to me
I seen a future with you but now it's only history. Hopefully it don't repeat
It's sad knowing someone else will get the fruit when you the one that planted the seed
Yea i got commitment issues you can't judge me if you never walked in these shoes
How can you love me when you barely know me
I feel like the term I Love You is very misused
Broken and abused about love confused
A bottle and an instrumental is what I'm running to
Hopefully one day i learn that i can come to you
Until then all i need is some space and room