Emily Wolfe - Second of Relief Lyrics

I remember when I didn't need any kind of hit
All I cared about was building blocks
And throwing fits
Mud stains on my jeans
Mama wouldn't let me drink caffeine
I had nothing to worry about
Circumstances change
Grew up way too fast
And now I'm lost
All I think about is how much
This is gonna cost
Guess I went to school
Became an alcoholic on my route
I've got something to worry about
I wanna leave my body
Help me disappear
Take me all the way up
Out the atmosphere
Would it really matter
If I wasn't here
Just for a second of relief, aye
Top of the morning
All I do is look for any kind of high
Pick me up only to figure out I'm never satisfied
Life is but a death
I don't know what's coming out my mouth
I have so much to worry about
I wanna leave my body
Help me disappear
Take me all the way up
Out the atmosphere
Would it really matter
If I wasn't here
Just for a second of relief, aye
Just for a second of relief, aye
Just for a second of relief, aye
I have so much to worry about
I have so much to worry about
I have so much to worry about
I have so much to worry
I wanna leave my body
Help me disappear
Take me all the way up
Out the atmosphere
Would it really matter
If I wasn't here
Just for a second of relief, aye
I wanna leave my body
Help me disappear
Take me all the way up
Out the atmosphere
Would it really matter
If I wasn't here
Just for a second of relief, aye
Just for a second of relief, aye
Just for a second of relief, aye