emily m - lavender + tobacco Lyrics

Look at you, all alone
Please choose me as your home
Just move in, paint the walls
When you can make some calls
Use it all, all the space
Everything can be replaced
But it's not like you care
'Cause I'm already there

When you say you have problems
I can't help you to solve 'em
And you'll never know
How people grow
All you know is how to let people go

You can't say that you're okay
When the color of your hair changes every day
You can't say I'm yours and let me go
And you can't hide your feelings
As I already know
Looking at the lavender sky
With your tobacco-like eyes

Your only goal was to stall
To shield me from it all
Well the wall's very thin
But not my patience
And it's shit
'Cause I know what you want
And it's what I am not
I get caught in your bones

And then you say what you're feeling
I don't know what you're meaning
And you'll never know
How people grow
All you know is how to let people go

You can't say that you're okay
When the color of your hair changes every day
You can't say I'm yours and let me go
And you can't hide your feelings
As I already know
Looking at the lavender sky
With your tobacco-like eyes

Fear bottled up like beer
You say you like it here
Well, you never got an invitation
Lost, don't know what is real
They say that time does heal
Well, I never had to search for feelings

You can't say that you're okay
When the color of your hair changes every day
You can't say I'm yours and let me go
And you can't hide your feelings
As I already know
Looking at the lavender sky
With your tobacco-like eyes