Emily Esthela - ghosts Lyrics

Spent 18 months with him
Yeah, I was comfortable but wasn't worth my happiness
Looking back, I wasn't myself when I was with you
What was I thinking, trying to find myself in someone new

Seems impossible to find love these days
Swiping left and right feels like a phase
But it's nothing new
Each time I feel like I'm breaking through
I'm left with a ghost, to ghost, to ghost
I can't find someone new
I can't find someone new

Maybe, I don't know how to be by myself
Part of my coping is getting lost in someone else
Trying to fill the void with someone new
But give them one good reason and they're gone so soon

Seems impossible to find love these days
Swiping left and right feels like a phase
But it's nothing new
Each time I feel like I'm breaking through
I'm left with a ghost, to ghost, to ghost
I can't find someone new
I can't find someone new

And they say, be patient, it comes with time
But nothing can cure this emptiness inside
These ghosts get my hopes up for nothing at all
These ghosts, these ghosts just like to watch me fall

Seems impossible to find love these days
Swiping left and right feels like a phase
But it's nothing new
Each time I feel like I'm breaking through
I'm left with a ghost, to ghost, to ghost
I can't find someone new
I can't find someone new
I can't find someone new