Emily Denton - If I Could Just Stop (Myself) Lyrics

Told you today that I am ok
But the truth is I'm not
Fed up of being the one no one's seeing
Prioritising never me at the top
I have made the same mistakes that you did
Let me help you through this
Please don't take the attention away
Not ready to lose it
I wanna pick up the phone
Tell her I'm coming home
That I've had enough of battling myself
Want her to say that she's well
And me be able to tell her that she f*cked everything herself
I need a home nowhere to go
Made friends with walking through these streets
I need to know when I am broken
That somebody's got me
Any excuse
Yes that one will do
Say you're sorry again
(And again and again)
What's left to prove
Clear it's not me it's you
If I'm honest I guess I wish I left that June
Do you believe
It's meant to be like I did?
Are you pleased I tried it?
I felt trapped still I wanna go back
But there's nothing left for me now
If I could just stop
Loving you as much
There might be an easier way
Instead we've lost trust
To the point we've lost touch
Don't think I'll ever see you the same
If you could have stopped
Hurting as much
There might've been an easier way
Instead you lost touch
To the point you lost us
For the sake of you staying the same
I wanna pick up the phone and
Tell her I'm coming home
That I've had enough of battling myself
Want her to say that she's well
And me be able to tell her that she f*cked everything herself
I need a home nowhere to go
Made friends with walking through these streets
I need to know when I am broken
That somebody's got me