Emilie Arizona - Pillow in Between Lyrics

Je m'appelle Emilie
I used to simp so hard for him, like down low
And I still rock out to Pool Boy on my stereo
But I was simpin' to just that, B O Y , and not a man
And he looks nothing like a twin Damien
You are lying
I'm not buying
I'm not interested
You act like we'll live forever
I'd die once just to be together
Coulda had the bag but you fumbled
Guess that's just how the cookie crumbles
V, If you really loved me, why'd you put a pillow in between?
V, If you really loved me, why have I seen you more in dreams?
Can't afford the type of toxic that you offer
That you offer me
Mixed signals, eyes criminal
Those baby blues do things to me, oh
I just can't afford the bullshit that you readily sell
Why did I have to hear about myself from someone else?
You think like a child who's never been told no once
I don't think it's best safety to let this one hold guns
V, If you really loved me, why'd you put a pillow in between?
V, If you really loved me, why have I seen you more in dreams?
Can't afford the type of toxic that you offer
That you offer me
Mixed signals, eyes criminal
Those baby blues do things to me, oh
Summers over, we didn't have to be
Just like a pillow didn't have to be in between
You should've said it, we can all agree
You were scared of me, cus you had your V
You are lying
I'm not buying
I'm not interested
You act like we'll live forever
I'd die once just to be together
Coulda had the bag but you fumbled
Guess that's just how the cookie crumbles
V, If you really loved me, why'd you put a pillow in between?
V, If you really loved me, why have I seen you more in dreams?
Can't afford the type of toxic that you offer
That you offer me
Mixed signals, eyes criminal
Those baby blues do things to me, oh
I'm so done here
You're the bad kind of weird
Own up to your issues, we all got them
Gotta reach out so that you can solve em
I would've never even talked to him
And in French you coulda made me fluent, oh