Looking back to those days
When I put up with all your ways
You told me I was lucky and that no one else would want me
Made yourself my only option
Mixed up in your strange concoction
Taught me that love was toxic, crazy, difficult, chaotic
Thank you for teaching me how love should never be, I finally see
You pushed me back and you watched me fall
And you'd never ever take any blame at all
Had yourself feeling better making me feel small
You said you loved me
Knew I wasn't happy couldn't get away
Every time I tried to leave you begging me to stay
Had me falling in so deep for your wicked ways
You said you loved me
I remember when my parents said
That you're only messing with my head
And I really shouldn't waste my time
There's so much more out there to find
And I remember convincing myself
That you were good for my health
And so the time just passed on by
Dealing with your ways, your games, your lies
Thank you for teaching me how love should never be, I finally see
You pushed me back and you watched me fall
And you'd never ever take any blame at all
Had yourself feeling better making me feel small
You said you loved me
Knew I wasn't happy couldn't get away
Every time I tried to leave you begging me to stay
Had me falling in so deep for your wicked ways
You said you loved me
Out of all the countless times you said you'd changed
No matter what it always stayed the same
You held it all against me making me feel so, so bad
Listing all the things you did I wish you never had
You pushed me back and you watched me fall
And you'd never ever take any blame at all
Had yourself feeling better making me feel small
You said you loved me
Knew I wasn't happy couldn't get away
Every time I tried to leave you begging me to stay
Had me falling in so deep for your wicked ways
You said you loved me
You said you loved me but you don't know what love is
You don't know what love is