(Verse)
I've been, reminiscing and tryna battle my inner demons
Thought that I was done with Drake but I'm still all in my feelings
Night after night having visions of killings
At that point in my life where I have no one to believe in
Lately, I've been struggling and filled with so much rage
Feeling like a lion that's been locked up in a cage
My form of therapy is putting the pen to the page
Man no one understands me and they can not feel my pain
I've been, dealing with a lot to the point where I have changed
Do not recognize myself cause my heart is filled with hate
Overdosing on my addiction now my spirit is bleeding
Man I swear it is killing, no one around to give me healing
Man I've been taking and taking and taking, it hurt so much
Got me wishing for ashes and ashes and dust to dust
Refuel my spirit and burn these eyes of lust
Got me in a room with no one that I can trust
(Hook)
It's a war and I can't take it no more
Demons on the other side tryna get through the door
Life ain't getting better it's just getting worse, getting worse
Man life ain't getting better it's just getting worse
(Verse)
Now I've been struggling and thinking about a lot
Gotta give the glory to my Father up above
He saved me from myself more times than what I can recall
He's always there to pick me up if ever I should fall
See I wanna be the best but I'm surrounded by darkness
I've been so deep in sin that you would swear that I was heartless
Raised without a father that journey was the hardest
If it wasn't for that time I would be a different artist
I was cursed with an impediment, never worked to my benefit
Got laughed at because of it, couldn't defend myself how embarrassing
Seeked help through medicine, seen a few speech therapists
Soon it became evident, my weakness became a testament
Evil continuously tryna get me
Most of the time when he attacks he leaving empty
Handed, cause I done defeated Him mentally
It's a fight to the death, wonder who'll see the cemetery
(Hook)
It's a war and I can't take it no more
Demons on the other side tryna get through the door
Life ain't getting better it's just getting worse, getting worse
Man life ain't getting better it's just getting worse