Emcee Aidos - So Cold (feat. Emcee Nazza & Nikisha Reyes-Pile) Lyrics

Oh you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you are standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And i feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home

Brothers done it tough ain't no short cut to this rap shit
Forced to feed the siblings while his cousins chasing dragons
Contrary to the surgery I got to vacate out this purgatory
To be a better man even when He bought the turbulence

When I look at my past, my family all fell apart life was always hard
I need to try and look for a better path, but with this shit going on I feel likе it's harsh
Problems with my heart makes it complеx, I wish it wasn't that hard
I need to work my ass of, but it feels like it's being carved off

What's going on in my head I need some rest from all this pain it's lead to
I need to vent dude, but this pressure isn't the best
Some days I wish I could be laid to rest, but where would that get me in the end

Other then being in the empty sea, I need to be set free
Demons inside get the best of me, making me feel sick in the head I feel sick in the head
I need to quickly grip the pen and let it express a flow on the go

It's never gonna end, I don't wish friends were dead, but that's how it feels in the end
The pressure never ends but sometimes it's for the best
Maybe then I can be the best at the end of the day

Oh you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you are standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And i feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home

Coming in with thoughts so cold
Like microsoft word my rhymes so bold
Seen a few counsellors but wasn't sold
They claimed to be experts or so I was told

Put all your money up just for your business to fold
Thought everything you touched would turn to gold
From 13 to 16 constantly got bullied
Suckers claimed to be mates actually fooled me

Got no education but to this day I'm getting schooled cuz
Wanna step to me I'll be sure to be tooled up
Can fight all you want but be sure I'll get the dub
Cause I got heart, drive away blastin my tunes on the sub

My thoughts like the night get pretty black
Sometimes wish I could wear a mask like cactus jack
In need of money but my accounts constantly tapped out
Sometimes wish I could end it all and be blacked out

Suicide might sound attractive, but these issues you got em
Cause suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
In the end of the day, yeah I got a lot of issues
I'll admit I've cried, but I got up, wipe those tears with tissues

Oh you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you are standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And i feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home