Embernox - Fall Out Lyrics

She said "I wanna be exclusive with him"
I took too long to figure out the right decision
Now I'm living with a knife in my chest
I could maybe pull it out but now it's all I have left
She said "your mind is too confusing"
I know
It turns out in the end I was a little too slow
But at least my blood is warm on my skin
I could just lay back and let the metal sink in

And though it's hurting me, it's all that comforts me
When all these memories are stuck in my head
I'd rather let it be, than pull it out of me
If it means I'd be lonely instead

And maybe someday it'll fall out
'Cause I don't think my hands could grip it now
Until then I'm stuck thinking about
Every mistake and wondering how
How this could happen
How I let this happen

She said "I wanna be exclusive with him"
"And try something new" Damn
I wonder if she thinks about me still
'Cause I am

And though it's hurting me, it's all that comforts me
When all these memories are stuck in my head
I'd rather let it be, than pull it out of me
If it means I'd be lonely instead
But I don't think I'd rather be dead

And maybe someday it'll fall out
'Cause I don't think my hands could grip it now
Until then I'm stuck thinking about
Every mistake and wondering how
How this could happen
How I let this happen
How maybe someday she'll turn around
Maybe someday we'll figure this out
But all I hear is silence telling me now
I'll always be left wondering how
How this could happen
How I let this happen

I'm trying to think of what to say
And there goes another day
I need to break out of this loop
Make a break for my sake
Need to find another way
I'm trying to think of what to say
And there goes another day
I need to break out of this loop
Make a break for my sake
Need to find another way
I'm trying to think of what to say
And there goes another day
I need to break out of this loop
Make a break for my sake
Need to find another way

And I know someday it'll fall out
Even though my hands can't grip it now
But I know I'm done thinking about
Every mistake and wondering how
How this could happen
How we let this happen