E-Manual Zi - Hymn of a Madman Lyrics

Portrait hypersomnia, psychosis underlined
Subject homicidal, does that make me less divine?
Scars curved in crooked smile, burns of high degrees
I found my home between the thoughts that rip n' bleed
I wear my nightmares on my sleeve
'Cause to me, the darkness is up for keeps
I don't need to know who the f*ck you are
I didn't come to take names, I came to leave scars
Treadin' that fine line between the obscured but common clarity
Steppin' heavy onto thin ice for the simple sake of severity
Watchin' you, carefully pick and choose where you step wearily
No matter what you do, the price you pay will add up drastically
The audacity that's in me, is all that you hold against me
I be arbitrary to your ordinary routine, ya feel me?!
Pulsin' inside of your brain, I am the epitome of dismay
Call it insane (nah)
Call it insane (sing it!)

I can't lose the mind I never had
Can't scream loud enough to wake the dead
I keep on telling myself (myself)
That it's all in my head

(Im)patiently awaiting for the shadows to bend
Redesigning and reshaping to fit the visions in my head
The wounds grin back at me, sketched in charred rings
I can end it at any time, but I love the pain it brings
Only one of us'll make it outta here alive
N' I'll be damned if your God can save my life
So don't try, I'm at my own mercy
The Inkling is shifting n' bloodthristy
For the sake of contradiction, I speak my terms of peace
I'll always be the demon that made your angel cease to be
For lack of further caring, I wrap my mind around the base
The concept being that we're the same, just wear a different face
I corrupt in my way, you corrupt in yours, sure
You do it for the recognition, I do it for the sport
You wanna win the war, I'm only in it for the gore
You wanna be remembered, I wanna be why they don't sleep anymore!

I can't lose the mind I never had
Can't scream loud enough to wake the dead
I keep on telling myself (myself)
That it's all in my head