Eloise Viola - Trying to Love Ya Lyrics

Why do I feel how I'm feeling
How has it come to this again?
Why do I hate who I'm seeing
I'm even hiding from my friends

I feel like I'm screaming out loud for help
But no one can hear me down in this cell
Oh no no no
Oh no no no

Why do I take it out on myself
I wouldn't accept this from no-one else
Oh no no no
Oh no no no

I'm tryin' to love ya
But my mind gets in the way
I'm tryin' to love ya
Is it time for me to change?
Nobody said it would be so difficult
Up in my head why am i so cynical
Just let me love ya
Love ya
Love ya


A little drank in the evening
How'd it get ta 3am
Should be reflecting and healing
But I f*cked it up again


Tryina' love ya
Tryina' love ya
Oh yeah yeah yeah


Yeah I been through all of this before
Lifting myself up off the floor
I'm gonna love ya