ELOHRIA - Nihal Lyrics

It doesn't matter what you say
It makes no sense in my motherf*cking head
I just blame it on myself
I wish you just could help
Please numb this cold pain
Just for once
I want to die all alone
Now one by one
I´ll drag them to the ground
I want to show myself I got some live left in ma veins
But I'm addicted to this spasmic tugging bitter tasting pain
Don´t even think we are the same
So watch your f*cking back
I am insane
I´m suffocating in this world that I don't understand
What the F*ck
You don't want to be (want to be)
Trapped inside with me in my mind
No words can describe
How it feels, when you have to die
Every f*cking night
Every f*cking night
Every f*cking night
You won´t survive
A search of meaning (meaning)
A search of purpose
A request for direction a life time service
It's a journey of self discovery (discovery)
A journey of growth
A place to find we call both
A place to find we call both
A place we call both