Elly - Feel a Way Lyrics

I've been through some shit you've never seen before
I've been through some pain I couldn't take no more
Niggas envy me but don't know where to start All this pain with all these demons tryna
Brush em off I know some niggas say they with me just to

Play it off I know some niggas say they riding had
To cut em off I keep my distance and my phone on DND
Niggas plottin' on my name they be hatin' just for me to fall
Know all these niggas they just envy me and feel the way

I know some niggas want me down but I'm here to stay
I'm in the kitchen water whippin' cookin' up a plate
Let em hate they just wanna laugh I let em feel my pain
I can never say I made it till I'm at the top

There's some levels to this shit but I'm not gon' stop
I want baguettes filled with diamonds dancin' on my watch
Let em talk niggas wanna plot I'll meet em at the top
I know sometimes it be hard for me I be coughin' tryna smoke away this energy

I be thinkin' tryna wipe away this memory Ten toes I be steady fightin' mentally
The way I'm comin' movin' different it ain't hard to see
These niggas talkin' they be chattin' tryna beef with me
My niggas with me keep it on em case you wanna see

Don't need the fame I want respect these niggas doubting me
I got some niggas movin' with me we ain't playin' games
I know some niggas movin' milly just to see the fame
Don't ever tell me that you with me then be switchin' lanes

The gang with me they be wildin' they gon' let it spray
All this depression got me winnin' got here by myself
Gon' see my songs doing numbers and up on the shelf
I need a milli I ain't stoppin' I know you could tell

Yeah I been fightin' for this spot I just need me a belt
I know some niggas really hate me cause I'm up now
Yeah I been stressin' all this lately you been tough now
See how some niggas switch up on you cause you up now

See how these bitches do you dirty ain't no love now
Shit you've never seen before
I been through some pain I couldn't take no more
Niggas envy me but don't know where to start

All this pain with all these demons tryna brush em move
Nah, nah
See how I started from nothing I'm coming up now
Look how these niggas was talkin' they barely talk now

Look how these bitches be on me I'm actin' up now
Don't ever think that's your bitch if I'm in her guts now
I keep my distance from these niggas cause they all fake
And can't nobody tell me shit I do my own thing

I'm in the kitchen water whippin' I ain't playin' games
In the field with my niggas all to maintain
Double R's in the wraith how you gon' see me
Couple hundred thousand in chains up in the 2C

Niggas gonna hear all my pain I write in loose leaf
I ain't stoppin' bitches goin' insane to give me coochie
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