How many times must one be willing to bleed
When I found just what I need
I spill my heart open over and over again
When I wanted more than a friend
I was living in darkness when you turned on the light
Yes I have never shined so bright
But in came the shadows and turned my days into nights
Because I could never get it right
A smile so beautiful it almost makes me cry
And I never knew why
The memories escape me, I'm reaching for something to hold
And I can feel you let go
And I just threw it all away