Elle - Back to Back Lyrics

Back to back traffic
I just left his gate
Another goodbye
Another mistake

Stuck on the bridge
With no other way
When will I finally learn
How to stay in one place

But I'm trying
I don't know where to begin
And if or when
This will derail me in the end

Oh I'm trying
I don't want you waiting long
I have lived my life all wrong
Cause no one's ever taught me love

So I must teach myself
Preach myself
Break myself
So I can heal myself

Teach myself
Preach myself
Break myself
So I can heal myself

Cause all I have is me
Take it back piece by piece
This love is all for me
It has to be, It has to be

Back to back heartache
Like I never knew
And just when it's gone away
It hits me like brand new

I know I don't check in like I should
I'm just tryna play it cool but I don't know for who
It's hard to see the world from your eyes
But it means the world to me when you look into mine

And see I'm trying
I don't know where to begin
And if or when
This will derail me in the end

Oh I'm trying
I don't want you waiting long
I have lived my life all wrong
Cause no one's ever taught me love

So I must teach myself
Preach myself
Break myself
So I can heal myself

Teach myself
Preach myself
Break myself
So I can heal myself