Ellajay - it's fucking exhausting Lyrics

I've been lying in my bed all night without sleeping
I've been fighting in my head and now hot tears are seeping
From my eyes, I don't know why, I do this all the time
I get stuck, the sun comes up, but I can't rise and shine
Oh why
And I'm frustrated that everyone else has better boundaries than I do
I wanna break down walls, kick through floors as if I'm in a break room
I'm angry as hell, tell me does it scare you
I can't see any way out, tell me where's the breakthrough
I'm so sick and tired of fighting my brain and the shame
Has the fire expired, I'm so scared I've burned it out
And I've been trying everything to stay sane
And I've been trying everything to stay sane
And I've been trying everything to stay sane
And I've been trying everything
It's f*cking exhausting
I've been trying everything to stay sane
I've been trying everything to stay sane
I've been trying (I've been trying) everything to stay sane
I've been trying (I've been trying) everything to stay sane
I've been trying (I've been trying) everything to stay sane
I've been trying (I've been trying) everyday