to love and to lose Video (MV)

I once thought it's better to have loved and then lost
Than never to have loved at all but
That was when I thought he'd stay

I'm hurting, think that I'll take up smoking
So I can bear a different kind of burden
In my chest and in my clothes

I once thought that ghosts were just all made up but
Now that he's gone I see us
Everywhere we once were

I'm frozen, sat on the floor of the kitchen
Finding it hard to imagine
Ever standing up

I don't think I can feel better
But I know someday I will
I'll wake up and I'll be older
And say hey, I haven't thought of him in a while

In a while
In a while

I once thought that I was in love before but
I was a teenager
Now I'm 21 in love

I know I'll be moving on come New Year
And when Spring begins I'll bloom with her
I'm better off alone

But right now I'm stuck on romance
How it felt to hold his hand
I'll keep loving him in silence
While he keeps on being a man
Goddamn man

And I gave it all
Gave you my heart
I gave you everything
It wasn't enough

I took the call
You made me hang up
How could you do this to someone?

I gave it all
Gave you my heart
I gave you everything
It wasn't enough

I thought that you meant
The things that you said
How could you do this to someone you loved?
I thought