Elizabeth Lane - I Wish I Was Better At Guitar Lyrics

I wish I was better at guitar
I wish I could play piano like my sister
She's always been far better than me
I was a quitter at 13
I wish my friends didn't live so far
I wish I was still getting lost in Boston
In the hallway singing harmonies
Feels like just last week
It's tempting to feel empty
Forcing pain so I can write a good song
But once I start crying 'bout one thing
I remember everything else wrong
I don't feel lonely
But I do feel alone
I think I should be happy
On my own
People surround me
Though I never feel secure
The path is clear
But the end is obscured
I wish that I could connect the dots
I wish I could see, see the bigger picture
October has never felt so long
Waiting for the break of dawn
I wish I could keep up with the times
I wish my legs could run as fast as my head
Looking for a place where I belong
What's good is gone
It's tempting to feel empty
Forcing pain so I can write a good song
But once I start crying 'bout one thing
I remember everything else wrong
I don't feel lonely
But I do feel alone
I think I should be happy
On my own
People surround me
Though I never feel secure
The path is clear
But the end is obscured
Emotional dominoes
Hit the ground one by one
All it takes
Is one small push
For everything to fall down
My safety net
Is gone
I've been numb
For too long
I don't wanna talk about anything
With anyone
I don't feel lonely
But I do feel alone
I think I should be happy
On my own
People surround me
Though I never feel secure
The path is clear
But the end is obscured