Elise - Godpoop Lyrics

I needed someone to say that I was the one before I died
So for 19 whole years I never contemplated suicide
Until right now
And I look in your eyes
And I see you smile
And it's like John Cusac in say anything
And you could say anything
But it wouldn't be worth your time

I'm unimportant, I'm so stupid, I'm irrelevant
I'm self deprecating, always wanna be a kid
But I won't believe you if you say it, if its holy matrimony or holy shit
If it's not
If it's not holy matrimony
(Then it must be)
Holy shit

Am I a kink
Do you see pink
In your eyes
And when i see you wink
It kinda makes me think
How your not really mine
And how you can leave anytime
And I'm scared for my life
Cause to love means fight
And I've never been hurt before
So I might think twice
I think twice

I'm unimportant, I'm so stupid, I'm irrelevant
I'm self deprecating, always wanna be a kid
And I won't believe you if you say it
Less it's holy matrimony than it's holy shit