elipda - dead inside Lyrics

I lost my soul when i was twelve
I don't feel joy, i don't feel pain
I'm empty, don't want to do anything
Going nowhere seeing no one
Forgot my life had a meaning

But where all those people run?
I just look at them from the riverside
And i'm dead inside

I'm just so dead inside
I can't feel anything outside

I can't decide what i want to do
Everything feels too hard
Don't ask me why i have no clue
I need help but can't ask for
I feel stucked on the floor

But where all those people run?
I just look at them from the riverside
And i'm dead inside

I'm just so dead inside
I can't feel anything outside

How can everybody
Feels their entire body
Without feeling like there is something missing
I wish i could feel right again
Feels the blood in my veins
And not feel this chest pain
All of this is just insane
I'm just so dead inside
I can't feel anything outside

I'm just so dead inside
I can't feel anything outside