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I make so many tracks losing track of the time that passes by
So sublime my life was a lie was blind but now I see
Opened up my third eye so I could be the greatest version of me
A tree it grows just like E results they show
Never stagnant I'm the chosen one and honestly the only one the first of my kind
I intertwined work and passion that's why I'm long lasting
But let's get back to the flow that brought me here
I don't take no for an answer when I ask myself am I more than the average joe
I've been blessed with a gift naturally
No need for the spliff I could see through the smoke and I don't choke
Speak with my chest high to low or low to high
Really feel it's time to fly pack my bags and hit the sky
G4s for all my guys Vin Diesel ride or dies
I'm tongue tied but I'm still spitting these bars
I caught you by surprise the way I went from small to large

Sometimes I'm f*cking drained got to put myself to charge
Sometimes I feel like everyone around me trying to dodge
What they been called to do and so they look say look at you yo you trying to be a rapper?
Bitch I already am and I produced mixed mastered
I'm preaching to y'all I'm like a God given pastor
Maybe more of a prophet cause I know what lies ahead
I'm writing should go to bed but can't get this out my head I been stuck I'm trying to vent
Yeah my confidence is building I just got to f*cking tread
Got to tackle all my fears while hiding all of my tears
Just get better by the year then finally look in the mirror
See the person I hold dear but he started all this agony and honestly it's sad to see
Forever going to be me vs me but that's better than he and she controlling me
Validation can f*ck a dream and deem it nothing but a dream
But f*ck that noise poise is the only thing that you really need
Patience in detrimental situations while you explore potential
It's quintessential for long lasting success
Gotta keep the same energy while you're going through the mess
But it's hard cause you're always thinking I'm so much better than this
But it's hard cause you're always thinking I'm so much better than this