I said f*ck it I need help
I can't do this shit myself
These highs been takin me hell I think its helping but it's not
I need to slow my life down
I need to pick myself up
I need to put my highs down
I need to stop my re-ups but I can't
And I won't
But I can't
And I won't ever change not for none these niggas
Not for none these bitches
Not for myself nah nah
I need help
Boy I had up to here with all this shit I swear I'm done
I been start'n face my problems I'm so sick of tryna run
I'm so sick of tryna play pretend actin like I been okay
Life been moving fast and it been cutting like a razor blade
Roll another blunt I bet it gon' make me feel better
Got my weed I got my baby got my fam I got my cheddar
Watch my confidence go up when I be stepping in Margiela
I be hiding 'hind designer cause it's gon' make me feel better
I said f*ck it I need help
I can't do this shit myself
These highs been takin me hell I think its helping but it's not
I need to slow my life down
I need to pick myself up
I need to put my highs down
I need to stop my re-ups but I can't
And I won't
But I can't
And I won't ever change not for none these niggas
Not for none these bitches
Not for myself nah nah
I need help
Boy I had it yeah its over
Faced a wood to give me closure
I been losing my composure
'Spouse to be my mommas soldier
I done changed as I got older
And my heart been gettin colder
When a couple people stab your back you learn to watch your shoulder ugh
Lately friends been acting different
All I did 'aint see the image
Talking 'bout me like some bitches
Telling business like some snitches
Tryna fill my pants with riches got her all up in my britches
I been fighting off my demons pushing back against addiction
I said f*ck it I need help
I can't do this shit myself
These highs been takin me hell I think its helping but it's not
I need to slow my life down
I need to pick myself up
I need to put my highs down
I need to stop my re-ups but I can't
And I won't
But I can't
And I won't ever change not for none these niggas
Not for none these bitches
Not for myself nah nah
I need help