Eliat - Choked Up Lyrics

My first love told me I'm not enough
I couldn't give her up if I wanted to
I'd rather make believe I could be everything
That she would ever need but I've fallen through
Down on luck, almost delirious
But I know shedding tears won't change the truth
Oh my love, you've given up on us
But if you change your mind, I would follow you

She wants nothing to do with me
I don't even know what to say
I'm all choked up, I lost her trust
I lost the one thing that brings out hope in me
Tell it to me straight,
Do I stay should I give it away?
Cause its been years and I'm afraid
That my mistakes will still be holding me

Is it too late to say I'm sorry I was misbehaving
More than anyone you know how close I get to my temptation
When I let liquor in I fail to see the situation
The more I tried to medicate the more you'd lose your patience
How'd we go from being lovers every day
To this was a mistake, let's go our separate ways?
In the end ironically, you wanted me to be wasted
Made up your mind, so I'll follow through

She wants nothing to do with me
I don't even know what to say
I'm all choked up, I lost her trust
I lost the one thing that brings out hope in me
Tell it to me straight,
Do I stay should I give it away?
Cause its been years and I'm afraid
That my mistakes will still be holding me

You're the glass, I'm the wine
You're the braille, and I'm blind
You're the one I rely on when I lose my mind
Find a place, make some time
Where we'll see eye to eye
Maybe then, I'll give in
And just swallow my pride

She wants nothing to do with me
I don't even know what to say
I'm all choked up, I lost her trust
I lost the one thing that brings out hope in me
Tell it to me straight,
Do I stay should I give it away?
Cause its been years and I'm afraid
That my mistakes will still be holding me