Weight on my soul, I can't hold
I'm sick of the way that it goes
I'm tryna stick to my goals
I don't know where to call home
I try to stay on my shit
I pull up everywhere lit
This is as low as it gets
One day I'll reach the summit
I'm tryna be everything I wanna be
Tryna see everything I'm tryna f*ckin seek
I'm only f*ckin with the niggas who got good energy
I know the fake is all around me, I ain't into the beef
I just get the green and I mind my business
I used to be all about the bitches
Nowadays I'm all about the digits
I used to always be up in my feelin's
But you know a nigga tryna reach his ceilin
Now the only thing I worry bout is failin
Only put in work cause I'm that nigga
You don't know the way I move cause I'm not with ya
What the future really hold? I don't know
I just got to keep this faith in myself
Through these highs and these lows, I get by
If I stay with myself I'll be fine
Weight on my soul, I can't hold
I'm sick of the way that it goes
I'm tryna stick to my goals
I don't know where to call home
I try to stay on my shit
I pull up everywhere lit
This is as low as it gets
One day I'll reach the summit
On and on
I try to prove myself
I feel often gone
I get lost in songs
Feelin myself like no lie
Know I'm always real, you need to realize
I don't need your petty energy to feel right
Cause you know I'm that bitch, you up on my line
I only need the people in my life
They keep my soul clean and my mind right
They helped me realize I can shine bright
Told me take my chances when the time's right
Feel so sublime in this low state of mind
At Least I know where your loyalty lies
Say that you feel the same, look in my eyes
If you don't really want me, don't stay in my sight
Weight on my soul, I can't hold
I'm sick of the way that it goes
I'm tryna stick to my goals
I don't know where to call home
I try to stay on my shit
I pull up everywhere lit
This is as low as it gets
One day I'll reach the summit