Eli - nothing really matters anymore Lyrics

some things i don't really need
i just really wanna see
me up on the TV screen
living out my dream

why are there things that i want?
i know that it's just a front
for the darkness that i hold
inside my heart

cause most things ain't what you thought
do it all over again until you fall apart
i'm tired of all this running around
the peak of the mountain don't feel that different from the ground

you get what you want
you get what you want
then it's not what you thought
what you thought, yeah yeah

you get what you want
you get what you want
then you want something else
yeah yeah

i'm at the point where nothing really matters anymore
lost all my faith i have nothing to believe anymore

i do not want to be here
no, i don't want to be anywhere anymore

but still i stay cause someone might need me someday
everything will be okay
yeah, everything will be okay