ELØC - Endings Lyrics

See I'm trying to come through trying to tell you

I just want to tell you

I know you don't want me although I want you
So badly
I know that sadly
No matter what I do I could never prove to you
I am worthy

I just want to

To change your mind and live a life just us two and it hurts me
I'll keep trying to break this barrier
Cause in every damn nightmare I marry her and every time I wake up I realize reality is scarier
See
I know I should just move on and put her in my past
Put all of our memories in a casket and wrap it
Toss it back down and pack it, 6 feet underneath all this ground that we used to walk around

I just want to tell you
I just want to tell you

Sometimes I feel like I am on my death bed saying all the things
That I wish I would've said back then instead of now
When we were together, now you've gone and you've changed like the weather
See you said that you loved me till the end of forever
But I guess that was a lie
I see you found better
And you promised this was never the plan
Since the minute it all began
Why can't I let her go

I'm so hung up on you like a jacket and hanger
Like I was the chain and you were the anchor
Like a pocket and a hanker chief
Like that joke don't leaf like a tree be
Cause I'm not sappy, I'm just sad please believe me
You can call me willow cause I will be weeping
And feeling all of this like an ax swing to the gut
I've been tryna slam this door that just doesn't know how to shut

I just want to tell you

With you I was on cloud 9 then you pulled it out from under me
I guess it was about time, you added a cherry to this ice cream
But maybe this is better
Cause maybe now I can actually find someone who to be with gives me pleasure

Cause your eyes spoke a thousand words
And not 3 of them said that you loved me

So goodbye
So long
I'll see you in the afterlife my love

So goodbye
Farewell
I'll see you in the afterlife my love