Elavity - Note to Self Lyrics

I don't call this talent
It's progression, listen closely
Hear me in shadows Apex, but no legend
Pull up to a fight use my verse as a weapon
Felt down bad so I wrote "I'm sorry...
Enough positivity, ignorance now on a beat
Wanna talk my shit, run a check like I'm Velazce
Imagine me and my team riding around, while we gleam
Maybe I don't want any throat woah
I got my girl at home woah
Freestyle then I choke woah
Elavity someone they won't know
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down
And I'm sick of feelin' like shit, I need to get over It
I can't help but think all about it
Frankly I'm f*cked in the head, yet
Need a few deep breaths, yeah
Cause I always hold it when I'm scared, yeah
And if I'm alone won't you come around
I'm tired of running out of words to write down
I hope I won't let you all down
Before I'm six feet in the ground
Until then, it's a new track every f*ckin' week
I can't stop the work, yeah I hardly even eat
I'm trying to change but I'm stuck on this repeat
Yeah my inner demons watch me try to retreat
I have the same nightmare where I'm being buried
It's always too late, so no point in me screaming
Note to self quit dreamin'
Note to self quit overthinkin'
Again
Yeah, I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down, slow it down
I need to slow it down