Elavity - Declined Call Lyrics

I don't know
What I'm actually doing oh well
Call me a rapper
I don't see it no oh well
I don't wanna be affiliated
With you rappers no
Bunch of faggots I don't f*ck with
Oh man oh
Hate me for that line I don't care
You'll waste your time
All upset cause I won't fake flex
I can only write, about what I know
Don't get it twisted
Your girlfriend on my line though
Yeah I'm petty
And it's fine
Feel like a waste of life
Half the time
Maybe I'll stop writing lines
When I think I'm alright
Or I f*cking die
I feel bad when my mom hears what I write
All night
The glow of street lights
Make me feel alive
Make me feel something
Other than stressing
All about nothing
Like
Am I a good older brother
Do they love me or
Do they see a deadbeat
Retreat when I hear people talking
I get texts asking how are things
But it's out of sympathy
It's a reasons I always stay inside
Please don't talk to me
You said we're homies
You don't even know me
No
Now you're acting like a day one
F*ck out my face
You don't even know my name so
Cutting people off
And I'm not even famous
Hate how people think they know me
Then ask "who's Elavity"
Decline
All my calls
On the edge
Yeah I hope I fall
Broken bottles
Broken dreams
What you need from me
Leave me bleeding
Don't look at me
Please don't look for me
You won't need me
Look into the mirror
I just stop and stare
I don't know
Who's looking me in the eyes
Try to put the pieces together
Always wonder
If they'll ever fit
When will they f*cking fit
Disassociation
When you talk to me
I'm lost mentally
When anyone speaks to me
Go about my days
Full of wonder
In a haze
Confused on if I ate
Are these pills keeping me sane
I'm insane
Yeah
I feel the rage
When I close my eyes
Live my life black and white
When I dream it's filled blue
Like I'm drowning in the sea
Cause I don't believe anything
Especially coming from you
F*ck you yeah
If you knew me in high school
You don't know me
Also f*ck you
If you see me in public
Don't approach me
I don't care how things are going
Oh you got money?
Good for you
I don't believe you
I saw you on socials
Flexing your new whip
I bet your daddy bought it
Never forget
You all thought I died
Really goes to show
Why you don't deserve the right
To say we were brothers one time