Elasticità - Colorful Gray Lyrics

I'm locked by the walls that I couldn't paint
The darkness that I don't want to see
I disguise my demons while they are bringing me down
And I think that I am save
Getting closer to my gray fate
With forehead up and a false smile
An imaginary light that gets me blind
Getting closer to my gray fate
With forehead up and a false smile
An imaginary light that gets me blind
It's like say that I can fly when the earth a magnet
That keeps me on the floor with gravity
Real and deep scars
Tattooed in my arms
A false and cold smile, painted in my mouth
A false and cold smile, painted in my mind
I try to see the positive side
Disappointment is all that I want to hide
In my unreal reality everything is colorful
I don't want to open my eyes cause it's so painful
It hurts me to say that I'm alright
When I'm really contradicting my own pain
The death will save me of be burned by this eternal rain
I look at that somber row
With the glasses that I don't want to take off
I don't know who I am slave
I only know that in my inside it hurts so much
I look at that somber row with this f***ing glasses
I try to see the positive side
Disappointment is all that I want to hide
In my unreal reality everything is colorful
I don't want to open my eyes cause it's so painful
I try to see the positive side
Disappointment is all that I want to hide
In my unreal reality everything is colorful
I don't want to open my eyes cause it's so painful