Elaine Nguyen - It Doesn't Matter Lyrics

Loved you through all the hurt and the pain
If you ask me, I'd do it all over again
But it doesn't matter
Because you only got eyes for him
I'm trying to find meaning in a stare
Wondering if you ever even cared
But it doesn't matter
So I just keep on watching and breaking
Hoping over nothing
I rose through your garden, bare through all seasons
Loved you in a bar, went home crying in a car
My mind is the sole reason
We made it so far
Thousands of crumbled letters in my house
Where every day was about making us count
I'm alone in the frontline
So I guess it's time
Woke up feeling the weight of your absence
Waiting for your comeback, drowning my patience
But it doesn't matter
Because you were never here for me
I'm left struggling with so many words unsaid
You're endlessly stuck in my head
But it doesn't matter
The ice is too thick to see
I linger in a maybe
I rose through your garden, bare through all seasons
Loved you in a bar, went home crying in a car
My mind is the sole reason
We made it so far
Thousands of crumbled letters in my house
Where every day was about making us count
I'm alone in the frontline
So I guess it's time
It doesn't matter what we could be
I was never a part of your story
Every night, you were my shooting stars wish
But you were too busy to notice
My love, my time, my touch, your gain
The palpitations when you came
Listen to my fainted heartbeat
You're all I want and need
I rose through your garden, bare through all seasons
Loved you in a bar, went home crying in a car
My mind is the sole reason
We made it so far
Thousands of crumbled letters in my house
Where every day was about making us count
I'm alone in the frontline
So I guess it's time