Tryna move forward
But I don't know where I'm going
Losing my focus
Got the world on my shoulders
Feel like going slower
Feel my self getting older
Give the bitch the cold shoulder
Pushing up the big boulder
Heart is getting colder act
Like I don't even know her
I ain't ever folding but
That wound is still open
Heart still broken But
My weed hella potent
Caught that bitch choking
Like you thought I wouldn't notice
Live in the moment but
It feels like time is frozen
She said that I'm chosen
But I know the bitch is joking
Yeah my heart was stolen
But it's really not important
She gone like hocus pocus
Drifting thru the clouds
Y'all are so loud
But don't make no sounds
Bitch I'm staying underground
I Don't care about the clout
Please don't Fill my head w doubt
Drinking till I pass out
Like it when I cash out
F*ck your feelings
But you love your demons
See you when I'm dreaming
Should be dead but I'm still breathing
Hear my soul screaming
And my cuts are still bleeding
I know you want your freedom
But I don't know why u leaving
Wanted this forever
For us to die together
You still have my favorite sweater
Said that No one gets you wetter
Pour my heart out in a letter
And I sent it to you
I hope that you read it
Cuz my feelings were true
Thought that you loved me
But you threw me away
Tell me awful things
But I guess it ok
Say u cannot trust me
And that you feel betrayed
But I plead my innocence
I Take it to the grave
Girl I can promise
You were better than cocaine
I know that I love u
Cuz I miss u everyday
F*ck your feelings
But you love your demons
I see you when I'm dreaming
Should be dead but I'm still breathing
Hear my soul screaming
And my cuts are still bleeding
I know you want your freedom
But I don't know why u leaving