Ekkomouse - Hotelly Lyrics

I hear you talking down the hall from me
I hear some words but tell myself that I'm not listening
Your voice is low
Just a whisper
Close the door
I get the picture
I have a funny feeling this might sting
In the moment you hang up the phone
I hear you sigh and think I might not really want to know
You looking stressed
And In a mood
I can guess
Your attitude
You stare at me but don't say anything

I remember a few months ago
We grew apart and when we talked it was kinda cold
We'd go out
With a group
Friends would talk
Like they knew
I think that we were slowly simmering (I think that we were sorta in the wings)
When we talked about it out of the cold
Caught off guard, I heard some things I did not want to know
We talked it out
Said some truth
I thought about
My time with you
I thought that it was just a thing

How Im gonna see with this paranoia?
How I'm gonna see when I'm paranoid?
How I'm gonna see through this paranoia?
How I'm gonna see see see see?

Get up this morning and you rush to go
I woke up and had some coffee but I felt the cold
Today's my day
And You don't call
Its my birthday
Its my day
But Your just gone
I'm guessing this is when I feel the sting
Back at home and the place is dark
Doors unlocked, I forgot? but I then hear a cough
Lights go on
I see your face
Smiling friends
I feel relief
You had planned to surprise me

How Im gonna see with this paranoia?
How I'm gonna see when I'm paranoid?
How I'm gonna see through this paranoia?
How I'm gonna see see see see?