ejazz - yesterday i had a dream Lyrics

Yesterday I had a dream that I was drinking with my friends
I was laughing, I was dancing, I could not foresee the end
Then I suddenly collapsed and from above I watched in agony
The people whom I love begin to cry and won't stop grabbin' me

I woke up, I was f*cked up, I had not yet come to grip
The reality, the gravity, that my life as a trip
Was not over, I am sober, but I still am in the clouds
I'm not dead yet, shake this bed head, time to turn this shit around

Saddest thing I ever seen was when my childhood friend was killed
Some psychotic bitch pretended that he needed help and still
Gregory, he went inside his car and asked to lend a hand
Little did he know, this would be his final f*cking stand

At the funeral, single mother, never heard that kind of cry
Then I thought back to the sixth grade when his daddy also died
All she had left was her son and he was taken from her to
She looked at me and she smiled, he will see his daddy soon

Second saddest thing I ever seen was when I made my daddy cry
When I told him I was thinking 'bout committing suicide
He did not know that his little boy had demons filled inside
He did not know that my sinking ship was swallowed by the tide

He was broken like a shattered mirror, petrified he was
And I know that if I left this world he'd hate himself because
Nothing he could ever do would turn back the hands of time
And I know that feeling too, I have lost a friend of mine

He was suffering and nothing brings the dead back to this world
But love is eternal