ejazz - kthulu (listen to the rain) Lyrics

I don't wanna look at my phone, but I need someone to call me
Man I dunno if I'm in love, but I feel like I'm fallin'
Can't seem to escape misfortune, man the devil must be wallin'
I don't wanna look at my bank account cause man, I just wanna be ballin'

(These days I can't think straight)
Paper on my mind all my thoughts are a zig zag
Roll one up to fall asleep but still I stay awake
I need light to give me energy for all my days
I need the dark to keep my sanity but I'm afraid
I'm getting way to f*ckin' used to being introverted
I just always mutha f*ckin' feel like I'm a burden
I just wanna speak my mind but I can't get a word in
Someone took my heart from me and they ain't need a surgeon

All my thoughts are deep thoughts
All my breaths are deep breaths
I think I like this girl but I'm afraid to get my feet wet
I think I need a reset
I don't make time to meet friends
I slipped into the pool of life I'm drowin' in the deep end, I

Don't wanna look at my phone, but I need someone to call me
Man I dunno if I'm in love, but I feel like I'm fallin'
Can't seem to escape misfortune, man the devil must be wallin'
I don't wanna look at my bank account cause man, I just wanna be ballin'

(These days I'm so irate)
Gotta get my mind off the past, think I'm insane
Gotta let some shit go but I don't know how to choose
In a battle with the sands of time and I don't wanna lose
They tryna bring me down but I won't let 'em I refuse, yeah

Tell me I'm not the best
Have no time for regrets
I wanna live my f*ckin' life like every day is recess
I think I need a new scene
I think I need a new me, I
I just gotta clear my f*ckin' head

If you want to stay
Then listen to the rain
I do want you to stay
So listen to the rain