ejazz - heartworm Lyrics

I'm sick and tired of proving to myself that we're the same
How can you take in all of that love and not feel shame?
When you smell a fresh new flower
Do you smell incipient death?
I am longing for your touch and the sound of your breath

Is it me, am I crazy, am I picking up some vibes?
I'm being taken for a ride
Maybe luck is on my side
Are you staying, are you leaving, should I try to let you go
I'm just acting in your show
I'm just basking in your glow

When will I? Rid this parasitic worm that's in my heart?
It's been living from the start
You know that you played your part
I don't wanna keep this unresolve inside until the end
Wish that we could just be friends
Maybe f*ck and just pretend

I won't forget you made me feel like I was dancing in the rain
Now all that is left is pain
And I doubt you feel the same
I won't forget you made me feel we were singin' in the shower
Every second every hour
Yeah you better know your power

Just a puppet in your play the years go by with strings attached
I thought we would start a fire I thought we would be a match
If time is cash, I spent millions thinkin' bout yo ass
Wish this thought occurred in mass
We were never meant to last, yeah

I'm sick and tired of proving to myself that we're the same
We have a different attitude on how to play the game
When I lose all of my senses you're the 6th one that I need
You deserve the world to bend itself in half for you but we

Tell me I'm the man you wanna marry that's a lie
I'm being taken for a ride
Maybe luck is on my side
Dreams of walking through the sun, the wind, the rain and through the mud
Walk each other through the blood
The seed you planted was a dud

If you're hooking up with someone else I do not wanna know
I'm not brave enough to take a f*ckin' leap toranamo
At bottom of a rainbow there should be a pot of gold
Instead it's just an empty pit and it contains a lot of souls

I won't forget you made me feel like floating endlessly in space
Someone bring me back to base
No I don't want to erase, no
I won't forget you made me see a rainbow in my view
Yeah you filled my world with hue
This is just to name a few

There's a lesson to be learned from that, appreciate these things
Just think about the character a pretty rainbow brings
Yeah, I spent millions thinkin' bout yo ass
Wish this thought occurred in mass
We were never meant to last
Heartworm