I'm falling like it's the rain outside my windows again
I know that i'll never change cause i'm by myself
I'm going out of my way i'm throwing my life away until my soul disappears i'll be by myself
I'm running close to the edge i sleep inside of my grave
Leave me alone in this pain and i'll be fine myself
I'm smoking days are the same i'm broken ain't that insane
I'm hoping this never changes and i'll be fine myself
I'm falling like it's the rain outside my windows again
I'm soaking from all the pain i can't dry myself
I'm broken like it's a vase left in my garden of shame
I hold the pieces in hand i can't revive myself
An open letter in bed i notice left it unchecked
I fail at all my attempts i can't enjoy my health
What of the flowers i sent i'm taking all my regrets
Start with the things i have lost but i can't find myself