Lying in bed
Today everything has changed
Today everything has started again
Fighting in my head
What a strange revenge, my friend
Dying, such a sad ending for us
Nothing like eating your cereal in the sound of dying friends
In the smell of winter which just never had to come
I try to recall the last time I saw you
But I can't find the last picture we took together
And I don't wanna wash my clothes at all
They've been soaking in the tears that have been flowing, flowing
If I could only say to you all the things I'd like to say
Before you forget and leave me here completely
But all things that you forget, they get stuck inside my head
And they try to drag me back, I'm never living
If I could cover myself in all of you I'd do it
But you'll never ever ever be mine again
And I can't even see you smile and I can't even hear you crying
Would you record yourself just laughing
So I could laugh with you from time to time
To the things that I never said to you attach fake memories
To get me through these days, you could call me anytime you want
But you don't, no one does, you people are all ducking out
Cause I am so important
Remember when we took the train that time
We were laughing in front of everyone
And then that waiter turned his back that time
Just like everybody turned their backs this time
Just like everybody turned their backs this time
And I thought that I was over it
Yeah I thought that I was over it
But then I saw you last time and I was sure that that was it
And I know you found another guy, cause you don't really talk to me
And I saw this day was coming and this is just the way I'd be
And I don't really wanna cry, but take your fingers out of my eyes
Cause no one came so close to me
And now I'm taking some things back
Every day I talk to me, and be with me and stay with me
And I seem to be the only one that's staying
I had to go