Effinai - him Lyrics

You don't get the satisfaction
From knowing that you're on their mind
Just as mush as they are on yours

Called you up on the phone
Guess you weren't home
Am I skin and bones?
Or am I yours?

Cause I feel alive
When my skin meets your knife
Only am I skin and bones
When I don't do you right

And I would kill
Half of what makes me
For you to just want me
For you to just say I'm yours,
I'm yours

Taking these pills
But nothings been working
I still feel the burden
I still feel the weight of your words
Or am I curse?

Could you love me if it saved my life?
Would you love me if I don't deny?
I could dream a place for you and me
I could be the saint you wanna see

And would you love me if I'd done you right
Would you love me if I kept your light
Cause love ain't worth if it ends like this
No I'll never ever be him

The one who can shapeshift, can be what you plea
The one who can love who he wants without fees
He can bring you to your peace unlike me
If I paint myself to be him, would you cease fire
Bad situations, like life contemplation
Cause you have me hating myself
Cause you got me craving my old self

Could you love me if it saved my life?
Would you love me if I don't deny?
I could dream a place for you and me
I could be the saint you wanna see

And would you love me if I'd done you right
Would you love me if I kept your light
Cause love ain't worth if it ends like this
No I'll never ever be him

Oh, you know how to make me vulnerable
My lifeline till you had to pull the plug
Cause I been having dreams of what I want

No I won't
Fall into your hands that never were there
Cause you were so focused on my stare
And if i died would you seem to care?

Could you love me if it saved my life?
Would you love me if I don't deny?
I could dream a place for you and me
I could be the saint you wanna see

And would you love me if I'd done you right
Would you love me if I kept your light
Cause love ain't worth if it ends like this
No I'll never ever be him