Its been quite a while
And it hasn't changed
The feeling i've been feeling has stayed the same way
And every time i get so close i lose my touch
For everything and everyone that mean so much
I keep on wondering why i can get so close
But i can never hold on just when it hurts the most
And my mind keeps questioning every single day,
Why my brain isn't wired to work the same way
Its so heavy
Its so heavy
I think if finally figured out just what i want
But the theory's just a theory if i cant go on
To simply settle down, feel comfort and close, with a person as a partner i can love the most
And i always seem to question if its what they want,
Maybe i will disappoint or maybe not.
Maybe ill be accepted for who i am, living in the world between a girl and a man
Its So heavy
Its so heavy
Will you be with me too
And i can still love you
I hope i get this right
Will you be here tonight
Its So heavy
Its so heavy
Will you be with me too
And i can still love you
I hope i get this right
Will you be here tonight