Edward Dow - Sundown (feat. Refiper & Herokiller) Lyrics

So I try and close my eyes
But I can't sleep
No I can't sleep
I don't know why
But it's getting harder to breathe
So hard to breathe

I've been thinking of the future while I'm stuck in the past
What's the point in even trying when you know it won't last
Holding onto something or the way that it feels?
Can you look me in the eyes and tell me, it's real?
I thought i had something but now I Discover
A few turns later you don't know each other
I can't get where I'm going if I only ever rest
All I'm seeing- nonsense around gives me pains in the chest
Don't hate the player, but these players made the game
You created your prison, now you're feeling the pain
These problems you have? It's you who caused 'em
The only one that matters, is you though (huh?)
You talking a lot, but you ain't said nothing
You say you want change, but that ain't coming
But now the sun's gone down, and with my understanding
With all this stress and regret, I feel as if I'm drowning

So I try and close my eyes
But I can't sleep
No I can't sleep
I don't know why
But it's getting harder to breathe
So hard to breathe

It always seems like it's harder to write nice
The paid price, for having a heart that ain't ice
So cold, never doing what I'm told
Never followed through with anything
Until you broke the mould
I would stay asleep
Don't make a sound, not a peep
If it meant that when I woke up
I could have you here with me, but I've lost you
And I don't know where to look
Tryna focus on your face in all the pictures we took
So I'll close this book, another bad chapter anyway
Maybe I'll grab another one, and read it on a sunny day
But sunny days are very far and few between
Clouds are easy on the eyes, and nothing shines; Nothing beams
But my change has always seemed
Unredeemed
Like and overbearing wave coming to crash upon my dreams
Ruin is needed to make room for something beautiful
Maybe that's what you did when you left me unusable
There's a shadow in the mirror of the fears in the my mind
The fear of what you'll see when you look in my eyes
I never heard it as you said it, or saw it in your eyes
You never knew what it meant, and won't ever learn it with time
It's hard to go on when all you live is a lie
From your face to your friends to you saying your fine
You ain't worthless, there's always a diamond in the rough
When you're going so far, the going's gonna get tough
As you're taking photos of your face, let me show you the view
Writing captions on your life without a story or truth
A story in my life with a chapter for you
When i'm just a stain on a page, with meaning that never got through
I remember songs I made 'kids' and 'places'
When I hear them now I find emotional traces
I see streets full of people wearing empty faces
And I'm still not feeling these cold embraces

I try and close my eyes
But I can't sleep
No I can't sleep
I don't know why (I don't know why)
But it's getting harder to breathe (Why is it so)
So hard to breathe (so hard to breathe

While I thought you'd left me drowning I' been finding the key
Midnight walks and dark reflections and I've been learning how to breathe
And when they ask me how I'm doing I don't say what I really mean
When I'm writing what i'm thinking and I'm thinking yeah thats me
Cause it's too easy to say something, go forget and go to sleep
Until I've gotten where i promised, I wont find my peace
Finding the more that I'm alone the more time I spend the right way
Locked in on my own
But you'll never go away

I try and close my eyes
But I can't sleep (But I can't sleep)
No I can't sleep (But I can't sleep)
I don't know why (I don't know why)
But it's getting harder to breathe (Why is it so)
So hard to breathe (Yeah)