Edith - Among The Spiders Lyrics

Hesitate as you walk away
Blown away by your distant limbs
This is becoming an occasion
I'm two for three now and feel nothing
Oh god I think I get it now
I'm cursed to live among the spiders
If someone could walk next to me
We'd look up at the stars and all that they deny her
Even they bail at the sight of me
Even they see me as a manipulative liar
I'm drowning but I know I dreamt it
I'll rip out from this web that I'm stuck in
I'm drowning but I know dreamt it
I'll rip away, I swear I meant it
I'm wailing in a different language
I saw the violence and embraced it
I really need to find a different way
(But I stare at your web until my face decays)
Disconnect from who I am today
I'm someone else around your skin
You bring back the past degraded ways
So that I still can't tell where you've been
Oh god I think I finally get it now
I'm here to be my friend's desire
If someone could walk next to me
We'll look up at the stars and all that they deny her
Even they bail at the sight of me
Even they see me as a manipulative liar
I'm drowning but I know I dreamt it
I'll rip out from this web that I'm stuck in
I'm drowning but I know dreamt it
I'll rip away, I swear I meant it
I'm wailing in a different language
I saw the violence and embraced it
I really need to find a different way
(But I stare at your web until my face decays)
Until my face decays
Until my face decays
Until my face decays
I'm drowning but I know I dreamt it
I'll rip out from this web that I'm stuck in
I'm drowning but I know dreamt it
I'll rip away, I swear I meant it