Edisunn - Can't Stay Lyrics

And in times like this I hide behind my spliff
And write lines like this kinda shit
Tell the kids watching don't do what Simon sip
You told me that you don't mind now you crying bout it
I know, I said I'll get it by any means
Well, the shit I'm wishing for imma need like three wells
Ain't tryna' be mean but I always mean well
When I do you looking at me like you just seen hell
Everybody moving on I got motion sickness
I been smoking just to know this emotionlessness
Make me wanna do better you my ghost of Christmas past
Hoping it gon' last
But it don't last
It ain't so bad
Tryna' tip toe past
So the kids don't laugh
They wanna see me crash
Like that crypto cash
But this gon' pass
But not so fast

So I, pulled up, middle of the rain
Can't stay in one place
But loving you's the same
I promise, I'll be alone for you
And I, can't stay sitting in the pain
No rubbing out the stain
Thats all upon my brain
That's honest I'll be alone for you
With no where else to run to
I been hiding under sunroofs
I say for the longest time I'll be alone for you
And no use saying I love you
No way that it can come through
Or we can drag this on and on and on and on and on
On and on and on

Can't understand, all these complications
The love of my life is making my life a living hell
But I don't regret, any conversations
It's fight or flight there's just something that I can't help, yeah
I switch it up with the left, though I should treat you right
These bitches up in my texts, so I can't sleep at night
I put your love to a test, know I should treat you right
We're really both wrong and it just keep going on and on and on

I grew up knowing nothing bout happily ever after
Fantasy that shit actually doesn't matter
A naturally clever actor I am no lying but tell the wrong truth it tactfully getting past ya'
Many told me I'm better off hitting the lottery
Life a gamble pretending it don't bother me
Tryna' make it before 21 on my black jack
It's hard to sit calm
I can't only live on the laugh tracks
Cant see what is and what isn't my vision distorted
I got some shit I been dismissing but isn't important
If i afford to be supportive it cost me my fortune
But I ignore it fell asleep thinking it might change
But it's still the same in the morning
She race out the base almost breaking the door hinge it slam in my face
I need a break, can't take one more day tryna' wait out the storming

So I, pulled up, middle of the rain
Can't stay in one place
But loving you's the same
I promise, I'll be alone for you
And I, can't stay sitting in the pain
No rubbing out the stain
Thats all upon my brain
That's honest I'll be alone for you
With no where else to run to
I been hiding under sunroofs
I say for the longest time I'll be alone for you
And no use saying I love you
No way that it can come through
Or we can drag this on and on and on and on and on
On and on and on