Eden Ari - Homesick Lyrics

Homesick
For a home I don't know
Craving
A place I can't go
Longing
For a land so far away, away
Praying for peace night and day
I don't know if I know how to be
Happy
My mama told me I just need some more rest
Doc said more medicine
But it doesn't do the trick
I'm just homesick
And I know that it sounds dramatic
But my thoughts are full of white static
My heart claws its way out of my chest
And grief settles over me like an unwelcome guest
I'm just homesick
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
For a home I don't know
Oh
I dissociate to get out of my head
Then I negotiate with myself just to get out of bed
So I confess I've been a mess for so long
Don't ask what's wrong, it won't make sense
I'm just homesick
I don't know if I know how to be
Happy
My mama told me I just need some more rest
Doc said more medicine
But it doesn't do the trick
I'm just homesick
And I know that it sounds dramatic
But my thoughts are full of white static
My heart claws its way out of my chest
And grief settles over me like an unwelcome guest
I'm just homesick
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
For a home I don't know
Homesick, homesick, homesick
I don't know if I know how to be happy
Homesick
I don't know if I know how to be happy
Homesick
I don't know if I know how to be happy
Homesick
And I know that it sounds dramatic
But my thoughts are full of white static
My heart claws its way out of my chest
And grief settles over me like an unwelcome guest
I'm just homesick
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Homesick, homesick, homesick,
I don't know if I know how to be happy
But I wanna be
Homesick