I don't let myself feel grief
Because if I did, it would come all at once
I don't think about the what-ifs
Because if I did, I would shut down for months
Losing you felt blue, then black, then nothing at all
(Nothing at all)
My world went empty, then numb, then so very small
(So very small)
Every night before I sleep
I pray that you would come see me
In my dreams
(I'll see you in my dreams)
I look for you in clouds in the sky
Dreams of you, they get me by
Yeah, in my dreams you're alive
Losing you felt blue, then black, then nothing at all
(Nothing at all)
My world went empty, then numb, then so very small
(So very small)
Every night before I sleep
I pray that you would come see me
In my dreams
(I'll see you in my dreams)
Night turns to dawn and you're still gone
So I put mental blinders on
I'll be in denial, denial
Till the day I die
I die, I die, till the day I die
Losing you felt blue, then black, then nothing at all
(Nothing at all)
My world went empty, then numb, then so very small
(So very small)
Every night before I sleep
I pray that you would come see me
In my dreams
(I'll see you in my dreams)
(I'll see you in my dreams)
I'll see you in my dreams
In my dreams
In my dreams
Losing you felt blue
Then black
Then nothing at all