Eden Ari - Colder Lyrics

Blue crystals
Loud pistols
Heart beating in my ears
(Ah)
Dark threats
Monster in the bed
All my worst fears
(Ah)
(Oh)
You said some shit you said before
But I'm smarter now
I walked out the door
You lie but don't know what for
You chased the high
Left our love on the floor
And you said that you were changed
But you're not
You grew colder
Said you stay away
Ran away
Couldn't keep sober
Blue and red lights
Every time you come over
Thought I'd understand
Maybe now that I'm older
But you grew colder
(Ah)
(You grew colder)
(You grew colder)
Loud screams
Bad dreams
Home tearing at the seams
Broken dishes
Unanswered wishes
Asking God to save me
(Save me)
(Oh)
You said some shit you said before
But I'm smarter now
I walked out the door
You lie but don't know what for
You chased the high
Left our love on the floor
And you said that you were changed
But you're not
You grew colder
Said you stay away
Ran away
Couldn't keep sober
Blue and red lights
Every time you come over
Thought I'd understand
Maybe now that I'm older
But you grew colder
I keep on wishing I could bleed you from my veins
I keep wishing we didn't have the same DNA
I keep wishing and wishing and wishing
You said that you were changed
But you're not
You grew colder
Said you stay away
Ran away
Couldn't keep sober
Blue and red lights
Every time you come over
Thought I'd understand
Maybe now that I'm older
But I don't