It's the third night straight
I'm just tryna be lonely
I'm just tryna smoke and play this guitar
Gettin' cozy
It's the third night straight
I'm just tryna be lonely
Lit that first joint rolled
And I haven't stopped smoking
Now I'm going back and forth
I'm always going back and forth
I don't know what I'm looking for
In this war in my head
I just know you're a part of it
And I just need a second to myself
Playing on these strings in these fake Gucci pants
The proof is in the pudding
And I dumped it out the pan
You don't even know anymore who I am
Damn
Throwing back another bottle
Just another pill to swallow
I don't wanna play this game no more
I wanna see your message on my phone
Stop forcing myself so alone
It's the third night straight
I'm just tryna be lonely
I'm just tryna smoke and play this guitar
Gettin' cozy
It's the third night straight
I'm just tryna be lonely
Lit that first joint rolled
And I haven't stopped smoking
Thinking 'bout where I'm going
Never so open
Writing all these poems
But it's just another night
With a girl so bright
We got all this time
There's too much going through my mind
Where do I go
What do I want for me
I want you to know
I'm just tryna grow
I get it but I really don't want you to be
Done with me
Get whatever you need
Just we could be forever
But you could call me up
I'd be down for whatever
We could try it out and be
Lonely together