I guess I'm not surprised
Clearly it's I inviting failure into my life
When anger and weakness discard what I want to be
Or should be
What I ought to be
I'll run from maternity
Incorporate some jealousy
Don't take her away from me
I hate the way she never leaves
I hate all of her love for me
I need something to not be
Try keep a dial on that, I'll try keep under the cracks
I won't say what you don't want back
I'll fulfil just one thing until I get my exit
I'll guess the answers in the tests
I'd like to rest
My Gods protest
No, I need to rest
My God's possessed
I'm f*cking blessed
The sky celestially confessed
There's nothing left to recollect
O, my epileptic narcissism antiseptic treatment
But now I'm jumping out the mirror at me
Face to face, rotten teeth
Whites gone red, pupils shrink
My breath stinks as I scream
"I'm just what all of you people see
I'm just what all of you people see"
I'm just not like all you people see
I'm useless as the people sing
"O, but it hurts to die"
I stick to the thought in my left side that the hurt's benign
I'm sick of simple minds believing what they want
Because they can't break the f*cking facade
But maybe so am I
I just want what I shouldn't want because I'm wired
We're all just picking sides on a coin whose faces are blind
Their faces are blind
O, their faces are blind
Alexander lived, Alexander died, Alexander returneth to dust
Every time, and though it might be a crime
I'll do what I must do to be satisfied
My mortality saves me we're all justified
Just abide by my lies and you won't be denied
Just come into my life and you won't be surprised
Just abide by my lies and you won't be confined in my life